Day 10- how the holidays have been

I've been doodling and learning how to paint. Well, not really, I kinda learn how to color my doodles with oil paint. And it's been heaps of fun. The other thing is, I've been doodling on a t-shirt. That one is Endah's, she wants something that support 'go green' so I doodle something like that. It's pretty hard to find someone who sells a cheap white t-shirt.

Introducing Roselin

I don't feel comfortable though
One moment, I'm high and animated
When I'm back, I'm the living dead.
A phantom

Living like an artist
Go out and play a character
Then back, mourn over a self,
feeling exhausted.
This is not what I've planned to become

All the shows and the masks,
I'm tired of all this
I've been trying to find me
Zilch, I got nothing.
or maybe this is the real me;
with dozen of person inside of me
I am lost

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So couple of days ago, I stumbled upon this great blog, and she post something about a give away held by this kind person. She'll send a book; 'Wreck this journal' and British chocolates for the winner. So, if you interested you can enter the giveaway here. Good luck!

Save the planet

I haven't doodle in a long time, this is an old stock I scanned. This is an unfinsihed doodle, I can't be bothered finishing it. I've been searching those doodle pattern books in the book store but I still haven't find it. I'm stuck when it comes to patterns.

Two faces

This is Bree, she may looks pretty, but bad bad personalities.

You see, patience has its own limit and mine is already over. I can't control my emotions, I'm sorry, I'm not perfect you see.
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I can not 'feed' you the whole time and you should not count on me. When I have to choose between rescuing myself or helping you, I'll choose the first option. Yes, I am that selfish. We are all ugly.











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We studied at my house.
Laugh a lot, eat a lot, talk a lot, study little, confuse much.
I think this is what we're going to miss the most when we leave college.
I still have 2 exams to go.

"I can't explain myself, I'm afraid, Sir, because I'm not myself you see"

- alice in wonderland

Sorry for the long title, but that's what I felt today especially in campus. I was pissing everybody off. One of my friend was like "Can you explain to me what's on the board" and I was like "I can't, I don't know. I wasn't listening" and I get busy with what I was doing. I wasn't in my shape. And I keep asking people why they come to campus, harhar. I dind't know who I was today, gahh.

All I know I asked Randi for his drawing and I tried to colour it. Here it is,



Hope you like it. Sorry for the colouring, my first attempt! I know it's very messy. I used photoshop 7 for it, I don't have CS -,-"

Good night!

"I got the weirdest hair", he said

Pak kumis

Freshly new

Previous blog address doesn't suit me anymore, so I go with something more personal as the 'url' which is my own name. More personal, hopefully will update more often. I imported all the archives from my previous blogs since 2006. And as you can see, there's missing archives, 2005 and 2007 archives are gone cause I stupidly deleted them -.-" I leave you with my doodles.


I made this one in 2008. It was meant to be a call-out that has 'dream' saying on it, but one of my friends said it looks like a head so I added some kinda punk hair on it.


This one is Susan.
"Know what's the suckiest feeling right now? The most uncomfortable situation? is when you try to convince people who are worried about you that you're alright when deep down, you know that you're not"- Susan.

They aren't great, but I love making one. I'll be uploading one soon along with my updates.